Journal Entry

Well.... Last week was really hard, but my Mom had to come up north for a convention thing for her work and she made it all better. She kept my mind off of everything just by being around... My mom, Keri, and I had a lot of fun visiting, EATING, and shopping. It seemed like we ate a lot hence the capital letters! My mom got here on Wednesday night.. and I'm so glad she was able to spend so much time with us. I did not go to work on Wednesday, Thurs., or Friday. My work was so great about everything and told me to take as much time as I needed. I didn't know that they'd all be so supportive, but I'm so glad they were. I work for wonderful, caring people. I had a lot of family text me and call me to ask how I was doing, and that really meant a lot to me. To know that you are in someones prayers and thoughts really helps a lot. Being able to stay home with Alexis all day on those days helped a ton also. She has such a bright spirit and really makes me so happy :) It is hard to be sad when she is around.

Even though I definitely just needed a few days to let everything sink in, I'm glad that I went back to work today... I'm still not sure if I ever passed it.. I know that I did pass a couple small blood clots here and there.. but nothing that would've made me think it was that. I don't know though.. I probably did, and just didn't realize it. I feel much better and the cramps have stopped. The bleeding is just really light now. I am doing good, and really just staying positive. My mom said that I was handling everything really well and that I was in good spirits! And I really have been :)

My mom had to go home yesterday :( I was very sad... I always love having her around. We went over to Jonathon's moms house for dinner last night and it was very yummy! For my Birthday (March 8th) Jonathon's mom gave me a certificate to get eyelash extensions for FREE! And also a 30 day tanning pass... (I really need it!) I'm glad my mother in law owns a tanning salon.. although I haven't gone tanning yet.. but I'm going to use my pass!