I can't take it anymore...

Okay.. I don't know how much longer I can do this pregnant thing. I seriously slept about 20 minutes total last night. I am so uncomfortable.. I have to pee like every 20 mins. and I can't stop thinking about how the c-section will go, and getting to FINALLY hold my baby. I know I sound like a huge baby.. and I will admit that I am being a huge baby.. But I can't take it anymore. I want my baby girl to be here so badly. So I think I am going to talk to Dr. Black on Monday and see if we can move it up to either Feb. 8 or Feb. 9. Feb. 8th was the first day that Dr. Black would consider doing it, because I'll be 39 weeks. But Jonathon talked me into waiting till the 11th. As it gets closer I really don't think I can wait till then. Jonathon keeps telling me it doesn't make much sense because he'll have to miss like 3 days of work.. instead of us just waiting till the weekend... and I agree.. But he isn't the one that is miserable. So I guess we'll see in the next few days what we decide to do. And I know everyone would probably say that from Tuesday to Friday isn't much of a wait.. But those that say that have probably never been 9 months pregnant. LOL. Anyways I feel gigantic, and I just want to be done. I wish I wasn't so anxious... and that I could just relax and enjoy the quiet time for the next couple of weeks, but it is getting so hard.
I talked to Jackie this morning and she is going in to have her c-section done today at 2:00 pm. because of some scheduling issues the hospital was having. She is SO lucky. And I guess Ami's appt. is tomorrow at 2:00. Hopefully her little baby will cooperate so we can know what she is having. I personally think it is a girl.. But I am always wrong.. I guess we'll know soon.